just kidding. i don't think it's a jet.

what qualifies?

at any rate. today i am dead tired, slightly hungover... and internally freaking out.

tomorrow i fly to new york to meet up with/visit some good pals. can't wait... but i am also half-scared.

its gonna be ok though. its gonna be FUN! i just know it.

pictures to follow, as well as a blow-by-blow retelling of epic ability. not sure if i will have a computer accessible but no worries, i will be just having too much fun (fingerscrossed)

well ta, livejournal! until... monday!

home sick.

arg! curse you flu bug!

and yet its been a great day full of medicines, liquids, back pain, and getting mom ready for the avengers. we have so far watched iron man 2, and captain america. next on our list: thor.

pretty good day all in all.

the avengers.

i just.

wow.

it's like...

know what's awesome?

THE AVENGERS.

ohmygosh.

the (after)life(r) of the party
blow out the candles
and try to forget another year of favors (and how long its gonna take to repay them)
and sleeping in between cities
i'm up to the hips with dreams
we're green and gold racing towards 6 am
who was me last night?
"slow down pretty boy"
but you're just not keeping up
and i never told you the way i love how you sleep in your make-up
its not romance but it'll have to do
would it be forward of me to say im the best you'll (n)ever have
and dollface dreams are just something that get in the way of giving in
broken down not broken out
im only good for a couple of hours on your couch,
hand down the front of your pants or maybe for a story or two
im a stitch away from making it
and a scar away from falling apart
full moon pills got me out on the streets at night
watch me transform in the moonlight
i watch you work the room
knowing that its their smiles and clinking drinks at cocktail hour
but its always me at this time of night
hips pressed close to mine -- true blue
the way they talk about you ain't even close
envelopes postmarked to nowhere
vacant baby
i'm checking out
failure never looked so pretty
line em up, flashes across the room in red
kiss me electric
leave my best days in memories
and my best lines closed tight in books
keep the lights off so i can't see your tears
someone said "we should move somewhere deep in the middle of july"
and i replied "dream me up something better than me and you"

i love my job.

its hard not to love a place that serves people like the man today, who came in with not one, but two spatulas, and a dry dishcloth, and proceeded to do some sort of salad tossing trick with said spatulas, dishcloth, and a twenty dollar bill, all while humming 'camptown races'.

he had the biggest damn grin on his face. and so did i.

i love these special people.

two months away from lj. wow, how time gets away from you.

been super busy with work (both jobs) and manager duties (meetings and such) and i just haven't had any time for social networking. sadness.

andy and i are considering the pros and cons of first time house buying. the lord works in mysterious ways and no more did we contemplate the idea when my house went back on the market. and by my house i mean the house on the corner that i have literally wanted for like... ever :) fate, perhaps. oh well... we'll see. stipulation of course: andy asked if he bought the house would i move in right away with him and i said, gotta be married first. haha, how's that for taking the big plunge! he got all uncomfortable and perhaps a little itchy; men and commitment. haha, i jest. he did look a little unsure but that's always been the condition of moving in: i want a ring first. to ease his pain i informed him its only a piece of paper from the state. the ceremony and all that reception dress-up stuff can come later if he's so uptight about it. i think i made leeway... or at least i hope. at any rate, the idea of moving out and in with andy is a tempting one. i am at that point i think when i need to move on. money is an issue though... we'd be pretty tightly bound financial wise if this happened in the near future... but i can deal. it's not like i am a crazy spender anyway.

so that's the big news. also i recently watched all three seasons of roswell in twenty days, after and around work. i'm pretty proud. of my quick viewing, not necessarily the show. but it was... fun? is that the word i am looking for? i am not going to deny that i liked it (or most of it... the non-ridiculous parts) but now i am on the very last episode and i am kinda sad it's over. oh well, that's what fanfiction is for right?

new york trip is only a month away now. more excited than words. and just a little bit nervous. i need to plan and outline and go neurotic about it any day now so i can get that out of my system. it keeps looming closer... kinda like the avengers, which opens in a week or so. i know, i am stoked too!

um... i think that's all the news for now. i will try to pop in more often than this not business. just to remind everyone i am, in fact, alive.

sometimes when i learn new things, it makes me think of fall out boy songs in a completely different way.

and yes, i know this is my second post in like five minutes, but this discovery made me pretty happy.

( the hope is crushing. )

so i'm at the hotel...

and that's the best way to just start out this post.

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